Today was back to a regular day, though it feels so odd and different without Jinx. One of my friends, Megg, sent this beautiful sunny bouquet to send some love at this time. It absolutely brightened my day. I also, for the first time this year, got out for a run. It was good for me. I know that movement helps emotions move through you - though it's so easy to forget.
After almost 3 years I finally completed my Star Trek: The Next Generation re-watch. It's been quite a journey and oddly the thing that stands out the most to me about it is how much life has changed since I started back in Fall 2012. So many significant things have happened, and to to think back to when I started and was watching and posting daily about ST:TNG feels so long ago. I really remember what it *felt* like back then. I did really enjoy the re-watch, and I'm very happy I got over my sticking point (which was about posting about each ep), and got to enjoy the rest of the series. I think it will always be one of my favourite series of all time, and it was fun to re-watch it and get to know each episode a little bit better.
I was pretty off kilter Monday. We had to go in and return the sleep equipment and I'm pretty sure it's going to be inconclusive again and I'm so done. I thought I would try my new Yonanas machine and didn't realize there was assembly AND disassembly directions. I fought with the machine and had it kind of explode on camera. Great video but didn't help with me being grumpy. Plus, who likes crushed frozen bananas anyway? Guess I am still kind of grumpy. I don't want to do any more sleep studies. It screwed up my sleep so badly and I was doing so well. GRRR!!!!